There i go..

The past 3 years has been a journey i would probably never forget.
this was the time when i broke my parents hearts when i stepped out of my home of 23 years & lived independently. when i tasted the bitterness of surviving without a decent job. when i fell in love with a man my family & friends are strongly against with. when i got married to the same man without my mothers presence. when i have to learn how to keep my job no matter how difficult it is. when i have to deal with our finances & not be drown with our huge debts. when i have to finally face my mom & apologise for all things,intentional of not, that broke her heart. when i have to start at rock bottom to reconcile with my family knowing that i am the eldest child.when i have to face the consequences of my actions.when i have to understand the why's & how's of married life...

And, to have to learn to keep my individuality despite union with the man i want to grow old with. my college teacher once told me, that i can never have the best of both worlds. but i can make whatever i have the best in my life..