i have been distracted for the whole day.
& my distraction? baby's name!

i know i'm not ready to be a mom yet.no, not yet.
besides, our present personal economics don't look too good.
we don't even have our own house yet!
i am only 25 & the list goes on...

but my hubby thinks otherwise.
he think he's old enough to be a father & so on & so forth.

so, i've been thinking names the whole afternoon while on field work. i don't why
girls names are all i've been thinking up.
does it necessarily mean that if ever i get pregnant months from now, it'll be a girl?
Oh, for thinking out loud!!!

i've been crossing my fingers & will continue to do so maybe until next year...

R. L.

Just got off from work.
It's a cold night.the rain has just stopped.
i had a dream early this morning. & it was weird!
i was dreaming about this guy i was interested with way back in college
I know it's sacrilege! being married for 7 months & all! hahaha...

The horrendous part is, i'm liking the feeling after the dream! O shit!
dunno, i really don't know him at all.just his basic info's. don't even know where God put him now. i don't think he even noticed that i exist during those times.
what really got me interested in him is his hands.i like it very much.although he likes rings with sculls, his hands still looks beautiful..

it's the first thing i notice about a man. his hands.
nevermind that his veins on it were about to explode.
God still has a beautiful way of smoothing it out.

the dawn cometh

Wednesday.

Wasn’t able to sleep well last night. Because of my hubby’s nature of work.,
we only see each other on weekends.
So , I am usually on my own on weekdays. Thank God, I have a job
Or else, I’d go mad with frustration & loneliness.

Don’t know why last night didn’t go well. Slept at about 11pm
But woke up around 3am.
So I switched on my dvd player & let the corr’s 1999 MTV Unplugged
Soothe me to sleep.
Still, I was wide awake till 6am

So, I prepared early for work
At least, for a change, I wouldn’t be late again
hehe : p


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