Dead nationalism!

I don't know what my country really wants!
it's needs/desires were so muddled up & confusing!
it's no wonder the international community been looking at us down for being so
divided!

I am just a mere mortal with an average life supported by a minimum wage income in a world of skyrocketing basic commodity prices!
how in the hell will i ever survive?!

i really love the idea of being in the sky above the malacanang palace with a super duper huge megaphone & scream at the top of my lungs "WHAT'S GOING ON????!!!!!!"
wishful thingking...

But thinking along JFK's famous line about what should i give my country & not the other way around?
i'd rather do it silently than call for a press conference to announce to the entire nation my latest "goodworks"

when will we ever learn?