August 31st

still pregnant...i'm due this sunday, Sept.03...
but of course, it could extend to another 2 weeks before i give birth
so help me God...

my hubby in town for his cycle meeting at the office.my spirits are up...but i'm thinking more about giving birth and all.
my mom gave me this book about pregnancy and stuff and some things written there are either scary, amazing or jaw dropping...
oh, the things women have to go through in her life...

can't wait to see and hold my baby though..God is good.He is merciful and kind
May He grant me loads of grace and mercy.strength and perseverence.Amen

august 1st

the only constant thing in this world is change...& i've been going through so many changes almost everyday.
my body is tired, the baby is getting heavier each day.lower back pains, leg cramps, headache's, spasms in my tummy & manageable contractions..all normal signs of cradling life within.

a month to go & i'd be a new mom..what would life be like? i often wondered..all i know, is that, it won't definitely be a bed of roses.more like a bed of thorns though...hehehe

i'd be humming lullabyes, making sure no mosquito bite's him.check on his diapers, so on and so forth...
potty train & wean him by six months, teach him nursery rhymes and other baby games, teach him to talk & walk, send him to school by 3 years old, send him to my sister to learn piano by 7, so on & so forth...

so easy to conceptualize...but really tough to do...

So help me God.