27 October 2006

27th year

Just turned 27 last monday, October 23...Thanks be to God!

here's what i went through for the last 27 years
  • finished college 2001
  • started working 2002
  • left home 2003...branded as "Prodigal Daughter" at home
  • got married 2004... sans the blessing of my mother
  • rented our first house 2005
  • gave birth 2006...made peace with my mum months earlier, in fact, i live back home now..hehehe.my hubbby is based in cagayan de oro city (6 - 7 hrs. by land from here) and covers northern mindanao as part of his job. it's just a temporary set-up though, since my mum doesn't want married children to still stay at our house. my hubby wants me to move with him to cagayan early next year. so, i have to give up work and a comfortable environment? start life in unfamiliar territory without job security & a 5 or 6 months old baby?

sigh...i don't know what tomorrow brings.only God's know everything

20 October 2006

back to work since this monday...my mum is my babysitter for the meantime...hehehe
i have a hard time looking for a proper babysitter.

i gave birth last September 02, 2006
amidst the comotion at the delivery room, the only time i felt peace was when i saw my baby's face for the first time
he was still bloody and all, but he was so beautiful.i felt myself letting go of all the pain i've went through since 2 am in the morning.

By God's grace, matthew is doing well and he weighs heavier each day now
i miss him a lot everytime i go out, but i know he's in good hands.