Year of the Pig

In the chinese calendar, 2007 is the year of the pig.
(my countrymen has a penchant for feng shui despite being a predominantly Christian nation.)and unfortunately it seems that i am slowly becoming a pig also!

standing short, with an already poor posture
plus weighing 63 kgs as of this morning, i am such in a depressing state!

i am so depressed i've finished off eating a 40g dark chocolate bar and starting on a new one hahaha!(as if that would help!)
i've read somewhere that chocolates with nuts/fruits in them makes you fat, that's why i'm sticking to the dark ones with bittersweet taste just to satisfy my craving. i don't know if there's truth in them

i don't want to measure every morcel of food that i eat, but i do want to be slimmer. i can't really go on a strict diet since i'm still breastfeeding...it must be those birth control pills that i'm taking, they must be making me fat?

sigh...what am i to do? my officemates always remind me to watch my weight since i'm already ballooning...even my dad had his comment...and this alarmed me since my dad never seem to mind anything in his household at all!
grrr...im sooooooo fat!

it also doesn't help that the weather here is so conducive to eating.it's been raining on & off again..we have chilly evenings & cold early mornings making me eat some more...sigh.

the mind is willing but the flesh is weak...hmmm
have to strengthen my will to control my eating then...

Bon Appetite! hehehe