"light headed & tired"

i haven't read a book for like, a month now,that's why i feel dumb & disoriented at times. i'm supposed to be busy working, but decided to have a break first. a change of atmosphere, so to speak.
but constant exposure to this computer really makes me light headed. must be my eyes
this really work for me. it's one way of letting go of all the stress i have in my day.

i still have one burden to tend to.
i need to reconcile with my mom.she may not be happy over my decision of marrying someone she doesn't approve of, but hell, she just have to face it. i feel like i can't procede with my own life, knowing that i & my mom still has that silence hanging between us.
i need to settle it with her also, so life goes on for both of us without hurting each other anymore.

hahaay!