august 1st

the only constant thing in this world is change...& i've been going through so many changes almost everyday.
my body is tired, the baby is getting heavier each day.lower back pains, leg cramps, headache's, spasms in my tummy & manageable contractions..all normal signs of cradling life within.

a month to go & i'd be a new mom..what would life be like? i often wondered..all i know, is that, it won't definitely be a bed of roses.more like a bed of thorns though...hehehe

i'd be humming lullabyes, making sure no mosquito bite's him.check on his diapers, so on and so forth...
potty train & wean him by six months, teach him nursery rhymes and other baby games, teach him to talk & walk, send him to school by 3 years old, send him to my sister to learn piano by 7, so on & so forth...

so easy to conceptualize...but really tough to do...

So help me God.